Tuesday, 03 July 2007
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I'm having a dilemma. I've been taking birth control pills since I was fifteen, and up until last month, my health insurance used to cover for it. Right now, I'm currently uninsured and would have to pay however much it is for an appointment and the pills, but money is not the issue here. I have tried to go off The Pill twice in the past, but both cases resulted in me breaking out into SEVERE ACNE. I mean, it was so severe, I had go on Accutane both times, which put me right back on The Pill. I don't really want to be on The Pill anymore because I don't see a need, and it just caused me to gain like 30 pounds, but I'm afraid I will have another acne attack from my body and hormones going into shock from being deprived of The Pill. I don't want acne and I don't want to be on The Pill, but it seems I'm trapped. Go off The Pill, get the acne, go on Accutane, and back on The Pill I go...
I don't know yet if I'll have an acne breakout this time. I'm supposed to take my first pill of my new cycle today but since I don't have the pills, obviously, I can't take it. If I notice any acne popping up in the next week or so, I can honestly say I'm doomed. I don't know what's wrong with my hormones and why it does that to me when I try to stop The Pill, but I just don't think I can go through with the extreme acne case again. I don't want to look like a burn victim!! Oh I hope I hope I hope it will be okay...-_-;;
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Comments (2)
yes, weight gains are a bitch. but then again, once you have a loving boyfriend (which might require the use of birth control again) you will gain all the weight back.
a catch 22 of love. when single, you are skinny and fabulous, when loved, eating well and pudgy.
i have yet to meet a single girl that didn't gain weight within a month in to a relationship.
but then again, same goes for the guys. we stop working out, we buy pants a size bigger, don't shave as often, and definitely stop taking showers as often as we used to.
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P.S. your new hair cut looks great.
which in a way is a rehab....
then again, it's closer to a buffet.